Johnne

I got a little bored of the previous layout which is shown above. Actually, really bored. I’m not inspired to update just by looking at the layout which has been there for so long. I would say for about a year? And I did felt the guilt for not drawing and updating this blog. So yeah, I decided that it was time for a change of layout. And thankfully, I just found myself in love with this theme that is in WordPress.

The generous width just for the entries is really great. Things won’t look cramped up like before. And now I have a broader space to show any future illustrations that is extensive in width. I also think its better not to look back at any older posts from here on as the change in the content width probably messed up with how some older posts were supposed to look like. Still, everything is just really neat in this theme.

Plus, just on the sidebar, you might notice that I’ve added some new bars with my dung character stamped on it. It’s just there for aesthetic purposes. This might come off as self-praising but I really love the bars on the sidebar that I’ve just created. Heh. So, hopefully this new layout would make your stay here a little more pleasant than before.

So in the previous post I told myself and decided that I should get a Macbook. Not that I haven’t been saving but I decided not to save for a Macbook anymore. I’m not being fickle-minded.

So many things happened recently. The pursuit for new things in life would make you lose some other which you had. When you have acquired something new, you’ll start to realize that you rather not have it and go back. But when you do go back, it’s no longer there. Taken.

So yeah, my currently laptop have been with me for almost two years this coming April. It has not failed me in terms of performance and stuff, except for the occasional screen flickering problem which could be sent for repair. Other than that, it’s been a really good laptop. So no new notebook until after army since I won’t be able to get access to it when I’m serving the nation next year soon.

So yeah, I always tell myself and people, just work with it. Just work with what you have, what you’re given. Life right now has been really great with what I have. It always has been. Though I feel sorry for my own loss, having regrets, wanting to go back to everything before, what can I do about it, really? I am the one who chose to toss these away.

Still, I’m alright. I choose not to sit down here to whine and complain. I choose to deny myself from thinking about it. I would burn myself with my cigarettes each time I think about my loss. I already have seven burn marks on my left wrists. I’m alright.

And don’t forget, what you have now is once what you desired. So stop looking around, stop looking.